Haili’s Blog

hola sinyoritas, sinyores and sinyoras,

lol i dont know how to spell those :]

ok so tomorrow night, Saturday September 26th is teen night at my church. its for teens grades 7th-12th. we are gonna have big inflatables like a slide, bungee run, boxing,etc. (im not sure if we will have all of those or which ones we will have)

its gonna be sooo fun. im soo excited. i invited lots of people from my school, some are coming, some are not. well if any of you who read this are in 7th-12th and wanna come to teen night, come to the First Baptist Church at 5:30-8:30pm tomorrow night! see ya there!

ttyl haili

hullo people.

my first day of school was not horrible! thank you God! me and him had a nice talk the night before, and my day went just fine :] same with the rest of my week and the first two days of the next.

i am having a little trouble hanging with a better crowd. this is because, like i said, there really isnt a better crowd in my school, and i dont like doing everything alone. so i hang out with my friend hannah at lunch. she is a better crowd, and one of my good friends. i am so happy that she trusts me, and comes to me with advice :]

my schoolwork isnt too hard yet, except math. my first homework assignment was hard, ACE. but grandma helped me, because for once she actually knew what to do! yay.

i wish i had christian friends to hang out with, like in some books i read. in Holly’s Heart, holly has lots of christian friends in her grade and the next to hang out with. i envy her for that, lol i am envying someone who doesnt even exsist. how pathetic.

well, i better go. i have some stuff to do tonight.

g’night y’all

ttyl haili

hey,

i am terrified to go back to school. to others, my fear may seem dumb, but to me, its…terrifying. the other night, when i prayed and asked God to help take my fear away, i started crying, i had trouble breathing and my stomach started to hurt…bad.

i am scared, yes definitely, but i know that i can get through it, with Gods help.

this year, i am gonna hang out with a better crowd. the only thing is, i dont think there really is a ‘better crowd’ in my school, so i will probably end up alone. im hoping and praying that i can be myself more this year and stick to my decision of hangin with different people.

pray for me please.

scared and praying, haili

hey waz up,

i am puttin some flair here:

so true:]]  i agree.  oh  yeah!!!!   lol!

well there is some flair that i like, maybe some more later.

ttyl haili

ello,

i dont have many real friends. alot of my friends are sorta like “plastic” friends, because they are fake. but i do have true friends too.

one of my friends said that we were bff’s, but the thing is, i havnt talked to her in about a month. plus, at school, she picks her other friends over me alot. does that sound like we are best friends? nope.

i have this friend who i have known since pre-school. we were like best friends until 6th grade. but she didnt leave me completely in 6th grade, she had been slowly leaving throughout our whole friendship. she used to come over to my house every sunday after church, but now i barely say a word to her every week at school. i really thought we were friends forever!

another friend of mine is using me. she hangs out with me during class like we are best friends, but then when shes with her other friends that arent in our class, she pretty much ignores me. i wish i wouldnt let her use me, but i dont really have anyone else to talk to in class or hang with at lunch.

well those are some of my “plastic” friends. now here are some real ones.

my friend talks to me every sunday morning, sits with me in church and youth group. she encourages me to try new things and she jokes around with me all the time. i am so happy because she finally trusts me with the secret of who she likes! she is so awesome. plus she is a christian.

this other friend of mine really cares when i get hurt or i am sick. he keeps asking me if im ok and offering to help. he talks to me whenever he can, and he loves God. he can get really annoying, but hey, friends arent perfect!

those arent my only real friends, but you get what i mean, right? so watch out for “plastic” friends in your life. only trust the real ones.

ttyl Haili